yes well school holidays has officially started and we got our internet changed over around 11am this morning so mum couldnt leave the house (which explains my ABSENCE) a few notices i would like to give out.........
i recieved the email bout mannys party once the interent was reconnected
i sent my apologies and happy birthday to manny bout 3 seconds after
i get on now and now im the worst person on the planet!!! wtf.
ok maybe i deserve it, but i couldnt come and manny knew there was a possibility that i may not of come.
i wasnt really invited
and after thursday and friday, i didnt think i would be welcome
ok i am tryin to say this calmly......
when ppl say that i was being replaced by my 12 yr old SISTER to my face! and told to listen to her.......... THAT HURT.... my friends i worked SO hard to get in yr 8 and my sister fits right on in and was like a kick in the guts. i am not like my sister in so many ways imaginable i cant even describe!
i didnt show up today becasue i didnt want to feel hurt again!!!!!
look, im just hurt a bit and im rather upset (includes mad) with whats happened. im not at you'se i just am not in the right frame of mind .. i couldnt even go to jens 2nd competeition on sunday casue it reminded me of how much i wished i was on that stage dancing...... being happy again
also......
I AM NOT JELOUS! &
I AM NOT DEPRESSED
put your feet in my shoes.. maybe then youd relize how much pain i am in
when it happened, it felt like ....."fine jen can come into the group next year, and i'll go off on my own" thats how i felt.... thats why i didnt come today.
reply back... i might just listen.
kat
ps. on a lighter subject....... i finished Twilight the firsat book in two days..... not that ppl care anyway...
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umm kat i know were fighting right now, but i feel really sorry for you, i mean i dont know wat thats like cause im the youngest but im sure once she starts high school she'll make her own group just like ours, find a spot and start her high schooling life, just like we all did, going to high school is a hard thing and we all know that. she is going to have her ups and downs too, just be there for her when she needs you.
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haha I dare u to try and read the 1st one in a day! i bet u can!
ReplyDeleteno you were right the first time... we are fighting... get the message?
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